hey guys!

well, i haven't wrote in forever! i have been pretty busy lately with school & josh. things are goin' great as of right now. i'll try to start writin' more if i have any extra time. this week is spring break for southern .. i definately needed a break.  haha! it's not all that hard or anything.. i just am tired of homework! soo i guess i'll start from friday. i'll make it short and sweet, because i definately can't remember everything that's happened!

friday - me and josh went up emily's and partied with some people.. we ended up staying the night there. it was fun!  but, i didn't really get any sleep at all.

saturday - we got up around 11 and just laid around until 1. then, josh brought me home. i got ready and we left again. we went up on hobet and met ralph, emily, cory, michael, and timmy. we stayed there a few hours and decided to call it a night, because a few bad things happened. some of the guys talked josh into doing a few stupid things to fuck up his truck. well on the way out me and josh took a wrong turn so i had to call ralph and they had to come back and find us. but, thats not all.. whenever we got to the end up morgan's holler he couldn't drive any farther. timbo had just called me, so i volunteered him or whoever was with him to drive us.  soo, chelsea and brent was with him and chelsea drove us to spruce river market. timbo wanted us to stay at his house, but i had enough fun for one night so we just went home.

sunday - i definately needed to catch up on some sleep, so josh came up and we decided not to go anywhere. we just slept and watched movies all day.

monday - me and josh went to grandview. it's a few minutes past beckley. we just went up there to have something different to do. it was very pretty, but cold. it started snowing pretty hard on the way up there so we only stayed for about half an hour. there's one spot that overlooks 7 miles of the new river. then, we walked through a couple little tunnels/caves.. it was neat! we stopped at kfc and dairy queen on the way home. then, we came back to my house for a couple hours and he went home.

tuesday - me and josh went to kfc & ate, cuz he has me addicted to honey bbq wings now! lol.. then, we went to emily's. we had us a good ol' time with just us three! haha. i love 'em both to death. i think josh brought me home around 1.

wednesday - me and josh went back up emily's again. we done the same thing all over! haha. ralph and michael came sometime later that night and partied with us. but, i had to be home early that night.

thursday - i had to get up bright and early to go to charleston. me, my mom, and step-dad met josh at magic-mart and i rode with him the rest of the way. i had an appointment to get my tonsils removed at 8:30. well, i'm such a dumbass i got up at 6 o' clock that morning and drank some water and i wasn't supposed to eat or drink anything after 12 the night before. so my surgery didn't end up being until 11, but we still had to sit there for those few extra hours.  i came out of the recovery room about 12:30 and they all three sit by my side until 4 (whenever i finally got to go home). everyone told me that whenever i came out of surgery i would be knocked out and probably wouldn't want to do nothing but sleep. but, i couldn't quit talking. it's not half as bad as everyone lets on.. but, thats just my opinion! lol.. josh brought me home about 5. soo, i slept until about 8 and called him and asked him to come back over! and of course he did!!  he stayed until about 12:30 then went home.

friday (today) - well, i didn't get to go anywhere which sucked, but i probably wouldn't have felt up for it anyway. soo, i just invited josh to come over and spend the day with me. he came over about 4 and he brought me some flowers & soft foods from kfc (since i'm not allowed to eat very many things).. aww, how sweet! we just watched movies all day. we definately had to watch the notebook, cuz it's one of my favorite movies and he hadn't watched it with me yet. we played some cards and he played his guitar a little bit for me.  he left sometime after 12.

i guess that pretty much sums it up! the past couple of months have been WONDERFUL! but, i never get to see or talk to my friends anymore. i guess that's the only disadvantage of having a boyfriend, but i don't want to lose all of my friend's over it. soo, i just want you guys to know i still love ya'll!! but, it's 5:10 a.m. i think it's about time for me to get my ass in the bed. everyone be good*  BYE!

 I L0VE Y0U; J0SHUA LEE!

edit ;; 1:38 a.m. sunday ..

well, i do believe i stuck my foot in my mouth! i thought the surgery was a piece of cake until i woke up this morning. (saturday) i went to drink some water and i felt a bunch of stuff come up in my throat. i went to the bathroom and spit up a bunch of blood. it was horrible.. so, my step-dad hurried and took me to logan general. my mom was already there and josh met us there about 5 minutes later. the doctor examined my throat and found a blood clot in the right side of my throat. so, they took me by ambulance to women's and children's. they took me into surgery after i had been there about an hour. my throat hurt soo bad whenever i woke up.  they let me come home around 10 o' clock.. i thought i was goin' to have to stay, but they said i had improved a lot so i got to come home. me and josh got to my house around 11 and we watched skeleton key. timbo came up for about 30 minutes because he was bored. josh left about 1:30. i don't know what i would have done without him today.. he definately took care of me!  but, i don't feel very good and i need some sleep, so i'm goin' to go to bed.. BYE! =]

 well, the past few days have been good & bad.

tuesday - i went to math class. then, me and heather went to madison to met timbo. me and him went to emily's to hang out. we just sit around for a while then red, ralphie, shadd, & krystal came later on. we all just chilled and i left around 9:30 to go home.

wednesday - shew, it was definately a fuckin' crazy day. i went to medical term. class, then i went to felicia's. we just rode around in madison for a while. then, we went to red's & watched some of super troopers with him and ralph, but we got bored so we came to madison. we rode around some, until we finally found some people to hang out with.. lol.. we all got in with krystal and we rode up wyson's, but he wasn't home. soo, we came back to madison and ended up at some people's house that i have never fucking met before & we just hung out. ahh, it was pretty fun i guess. me and felicia left around 1 and came back to her house and i went straight to bed. shew, i'm in trouble again!! but, what's new?! i don't know anyone my age that still gets grounded and shit. my parents are never gonna let up until i move out.

soo, today i have to go to math class in a little while and i have pyschology class at 6:30. i'm thinking about skipping that though, cuz i really don't feel like hearing someone lecture for a couple of hours. but, i guess that's about it. i'll write again in a few days.. bye!

well, i never write anymore! but, thats okay.. cuz, i don't really have much time. 

the past couple of weeks have been awesome. i've made some new friends.. haha! i have been in the best of moods. everything is finally back on track for once in my life. but, i'm just waiting for something to come along and mess shit up again.  hopefully i won't have to worry about that.

i'll start with last weekend.

friday - i went to edward's birthday party in chapmanville with casie, keri, and sara. there was tons of people there i didn't know. i don't remember what time i left, but i ended up staying at jaime's for the night.

saturday - me and felicia went to the senior league games. then, we went to lower hewitt with ralph, josh, red, cory, krystal, brittney, and emily. i had a lot of fun! we stayed up there until 5 in the morning. then, i stayed at felicia's for the night.

sunday - me, felicia, and casie went to the mall, so casie could buy some new clothes & shoes for ethan.

monday - i can't remember, if i did anything or not?! lol..

tuesday - i went to math class. heather came up & hung out. then, i went to madison with teryan. we went to hang out with mary & jon. then, we went to shane's for a couple hours & they helped me study for a huge test and i stayed with teryan.

wednesday - i went to medical term. class, then came home. heather came up and we got ready. then, erika came up. we were outside fixin' to leave & there was some damn boys hidin' in the weeds behind my house & they were like we're watchin' you. it's hard to damn tell who they were.. lol. then, we went to scott/chapmanville girls game. we went to dairy queen with jordan & kenny afterwards. then, i stayed with heather.

thursday - i don't think i really did anything, but go to math & psychology class.

friday - i went to keri's & hung out with her, kandace, cory, & robbie. i came home about 12.

saturday - felicia came up. we got ready & went to keri's birthday party. i had a blast!  i didn't go to bed until around 5.

sunday- i got up at 9:30 and stayed at keri's until about 11. then, me and felicia went to alicia's, but she wasn't home so we just hung out with her mom for a while. then, felicia came to my house & casie came up. i love you casie, everything will get better soon i promise! we went to casie's aunt christy's and hung out. then, i came home and went to wal*mart with teryan.

monday (today) - i think i'm just gonna stay home today & rest up. it's been a long week.

but, i guess i'm gonna go. ya'll be good* bye!

*you

edit at 5:27 a.m. hahah

well, i just woke up, so i decided i would write about today. ralph & red came & got me around 6:30. then, we headed to madison. we met up with josh, emily, krystal, and baxter. we sit around for a few hours. then, everybody had to make a few stops, so finally all of us ended up at emily's house. it was crazy, but fun.   i came home about 1:30 and i told my mom i would be gone a few hours.. and i ended up being gone 5 hours. ohh well.. fuck it. soo, we definately got into an argument. but, i gotta go back to bed. later!!

 HEY!

ok, i quit writin` in here about what i do on an everyday basis. i'm bored with that.. but, i'll still post on special occasions!

this week has been VERY fun & eventful!

kandace - we got a flat! hahah..

heather - the cards...

well, i'm gonna go watch law & order since it's my all-time favorite show!

everyone needs to download/buy carrie underwood's cd, cuz she is the best singer!

byyyyyyyyyye!